| i'm off xanga now... so whatever theres better stuff out there that can use my time... such as my TRUE friends... DUSTIN...my family... well yea... already had a fucked up week... my grandma died... stupid girl drama... i just think life is too damn short to waste it by jottin down thoughts bout whatever... just aint worth it anymore... yall do good...
<3 LyL |
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| no longer will i be surprise... by the horror and the demands of man kind... i was put on this earth for reason.. whether i find out or not ... i'll never know... the future is ahead... and yet i still get tossed ways to live my life... at times i fall into these traps... and other times i dont... i'm living life to the full... the best way i can... i regret only whats worth my concern... and i'll only forgive the people who are truly worth my time... i'll sing even if i'm not being heard... i'll dance even if i have no rythm... i'll cry when i want and i'll laugh when i feel so... but i wont be sucked into a life that the public wants me to... i wont... i havent yet... nor will i ever....
-LyL
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2.29.04 (I HAVE A FLOW!!! GOTTA LET IT OUT!! LOLX)
"love" we say we all want it... but when we get it... we take it for granted and misuse it... not everyone is like this though... some know what they want and know how to use it to their own advantage but for that sum of people who dont know what they have... well you never know what you have till its gone... and if you were truly in love... you'll see the pain you've caused... and regret every moment of it....
-LyL
"dont live life to regret... dont live to hate... dont live to envy... live for YOU and what YOU can accomplish... live life like its your last day... do what you please... but think before you act... because you may be living to your idea of full... but at the end of the night... you'll be regretiN shit... which isnt the way to live life to its full...."
(c)LyL
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i'm tired of your yellin.... sick of how u treat me... why the heLl do you always compare me? i know i cant be what you want... but i fucking try! it'll never be enough... you nag bout everything... and you feel that ur always right... but you aint... half the shit you say isnt true... now i'm gonna slack off... fuck it... theres no need to make you happy anymore... cuz my best aint enuff... it never was... it never will be... so if i leave tommorrow... just know it was your fault... ALL YOUR FUCKIN FAULT!
-LyL
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i aint gotta try.. try anymore... to be someone... someone for you to adore... and i know thats its hard... to love me tenderly... but its hurts to know.... thats i'm loses you slowly... and i dont wanna be... the reason that we give up... cuz.. i still feel... for the two of us... and i cant help... but think you may have losts it all... and i cant help think the worst it all...
you wanna love me... well then baby trust me... you wanna make happy... but try and relax for me... dont put on mask... and act differently... cuz i cant take the fact... that we might not be... what people may percieve us to be...
-LyL |
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| i got xAnga pRem. sO here a pIC...
(if you cant see it... click it to see...)

thats frm the day i burned the pan!... and it was WATER!.... only water was in it!... omg 'm a dix i know!... lol.... and u know how i burned it?.... i was playing with make up... so i forgot i was boiling water!... hahaha.. oppS? |
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